It takes time for one to make up his mind about things (like how I used one to refer to myself?), feelings are especially arduous to understand, and upon realizing one is capable of them can I (one) get a full grip on the whole "what is human existence?" question. (That's right, I'm basing my life on finding the answer to this one simple question). Getting down to business.
I have control over what I understand (behavior); however, when I (one) encounter feelings that are as new and exciting as the day you got your first library book or got a Nintendo 64, I gotta get control of them before they drive me to do absolutely nothing, and/or take up guitar/Japanese/learning/humor/being human/etc.
Thus, knowing I have feelings for someone or about something is the best I can do.
Today, I feel nothing but positive toward someone. She keeps me distant, yet she told me that if she knows someone likes her, she does that. I'm doing everything I can think of when I'm around her to figure myself out. Instead I should just be who I've always been, and things will go smoother.
Today I stretched in the mirror. It would appear my clavicles have next to no muscle mass and my left arm is rotated inward when I scarecrow. (It's a robot position. And if it isn't, it will be.)
I will ask one of the nursing majors if I should be concerned that one shoulder has more flexibility than another.
And I will for real remember to get those free weights from Dale. A little exercise a day will get me ready for summer when I can really push the limits on what I do. And possibly work. I'd like to have a job to pay for food and stuff. I may have to start taking a protein supplement so I can gain muscle mass.
To summarize:
Your individual self is the sum of your feelings.
Your collective self is all behaviors you perform that can be seen by others. Even the ones we aren't aware we do.
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I have control over what I understand (behavior); however, when I (one) encounter feelings that are as new and exciting as the day you got your first library book or got a Nintendo 64, I gotta get control of them before they drive me to do absolutely nothing, and/or take up guitar/Japanese/learning/humor/being human/etc.
Thus, knowing I have feelings for someone or about something is the best I can do.
Today, I feel nothing but positive toward someone. She keeps me distant, yet she told me that if she knows someone likes her, she does that. I'm doing everything I can think of when I'm around her to figure myself out. Instead I should just be who I've always been, and things will go smoother.
Today I stretched in the mirror. It would appear my clavicles have next to no muscle mass and my left arm is rotated inward when I scarecrow. (It's a robot position. And if it isn't, it will be.)
I will ask one of the nursing majors if I should be concerned that one shoulder has more flexibility than another.
And I will for real remember to get those free weights from Dale. A little exercise a day will get me ready for summer when I can really push the limits on what I do. And possibly work. I'd like to have a job to pay for food and stuff. I may have to start taking a protein supplement so I can gain muscle mass.
To summarize:
Your individual self is the sum of your feelings.
Your collective self is all behaviors you perform that can be seen by others. Even the ones we aren't aware we do.
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